Begin Again and Again and Again

You know how sometimes, you don't know how you know, but you just...know?
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Like a stirring deep down in the base of your belly, a little tickle in the back of your brain, an occasional twitch of your eyelid, each indicating that despite​ forced mantras of "all is well" muttered under your breath, all is not, actually, very well at all.

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It may not be time yet, but the time is coming. You know this sure as the day is long.
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So, you ready your forces.
Prepare for the transition ahead.
Understand what it will require of you and begin to stockpile accordingly. 

You ask yourself, "What am I willing to do to feel the way I want to feel?"Change scares a lot of people, but I always find SO MUCH HOPE in new beginnings that I can't help but get excited. 

Possibility is one of my favorite highs. Productivity is another. 
I cannot wait to watch this all unfold; I cannot wait for all the amazing that inevitably lies ahead. 

Learning, learning, learning. 
Learning. Thinking. 
Try, try again. 
Do or do not. 

Nobody, I am learning, knows what they are doing.
We are all making it up as we go along.